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January 14th, 2006

08:58 am - i Have a really Long Survey: 1. You have $10 and need to buy snacks at a gas station; what do you buy?: -well first i don't even know if i'm supposed to spend all of this 10 dollars i mean is it MINE? If it is I ain't buying any snacks unless I'm starving. If it's yours, then let's get sun chips. And if you're a big spender and plan on leaving without a dime to your name, then I would take ice cream, soda, a chocolate bar.... and i think that's all I'd want. 2. If you had to be reincarnated as some sort of sea dwelling creature, what would you be?: I think i'd be a fish that swam in a school. Because they are fast and come in cool colors. 3. Who's your favorite redhead?: Kathy Griffin I love that woman. She's coming to Austin on the 26th I believe. 40 bucks man, I'm thinking about going. 4. What do you order when you're at a pancake house?: OhMG did you say pancakes?? Wow, that's amazing; pancakes would be good right now. Okay I would order 2 oatmeal bluberry wheat pancakes, 3 eggs: 1 boiled, 1 sunnyside up, and 1 scrambled, then I'd get sausage. I'd have chocolate milk. And I'd eat my pancakes with warm maple syrup. H-o-l-y, that sounds good. 5. Do you own any... naughty toys?: Uh.... no but I do own KY Jelly and I ain't in no relationship so you KNOW what it's for. Ha-ha made you think a-b-o-u-t me... ;) 6. Have you made out with anyone on your friend's list: Yeah I have but I won't go into detail about that like it's breakfast or something, dinner, you get it... 7. Describe your favorite pair of underwear: well I like underwear that really hugs you and sits low on the waist. I don't own a pair. Man I wish I did they sound like they'd fit great. 8. Describe the last time you were injured: Ha-ha, boy, the last person to fill this survey out and a gnarly story to tell! As for me, I could name so many injuries (i know I'm such a fucking sob story ain't it great?) like emotional issues or the last time I got a papercut or something. Broken hearts and blah blah blah. But i've been feeling really UP lately. Go me! 9. Are there any odd things that make you feel uncomfortable? God wouldn't it be so odd to sit next to two or three people having sex? I wonder if I'd feel uncomfortable. I wonder what kind of situation I'd have to be in in the first place to witness this... oddity. Hot-diggity I really wonder... 11. Tell me a weird story from your high school years: gosh that would take forever..... -_- 12. What is the wallpaper on your cell phone? It's this chick in a bikini and she's wearing a boxer's robe. 13. Soda?: ooo diet!! I like rootbeer and regular cola. Pepsi diet really has a different ring in your mouth than a normal cola diet, and that's why I like it too. I like every soda when you think about it. 14. Flavor pudding?: I LOVE PUDDING. jello too, but this is about pudding and I like pudding so much so I really like all the flavors. There are so many to choose from that any flavor is random and it's still great because it's so hard to choose and hello!! it's pudding! 15. What type of shirt are you wearing? this bitchin' tee was bought at a retro vintage store in san marcos and it is grey and features a shilouette of a man riding a horse. And some writing that's a little hard to read right now. 16. Prescription medication?: What does heartburn feel like? There was this time, about three weeks ago, where I felt bad inside for a whole week. It was horrible, but it didn't hurt, it just felt like something warm oozing down my low low low esouphagus. It was a bitch because I threw up all weekend and it was NEW YEARS and this all came with a huge headache that left me.... fuck it, I hated it ok. Stupid heart burn I think I may have had?? I dunno. But nope, no prescriptions. 17. If you could use only one form of transportation for the rest of your life what would it be? I would ride a bike!! OR a bicycle. I'd be a tree-hugger. I really am thinking about started to recycle because I feel it would cleanse my inner being. TO do such a wonderful thing for our World that is so dearly on the brink of severe environmental catastrophe. 18. How many people are on your friends list? 268 I think. 19. How many people on your list do you know in real life? A good couple dozen maybe. 20. What are you listening to right now? Pink Floyd everything. 21. Most recent movie you watched? Cinderella. And you know it was awesome. Magic. Damn fucking magic how perfect a memory it is. 22. Name 3 things you have with you at all times: chapstick, cell phone, wallet. 23. Would you rather give or receive a foot massage? Give. I think on some cellestial level I'm just a huge servant, completely aware of other people and immediately assuming the non-dominant position where I allow myself to never make decisions. This is a huge damper on my personality. FUck. 24. Name a teacher you had the hots for: Woah.... a teacher.... uh.... I don't think that's ever been the case. Unless it's a professor, because .... well... nevermind. 25. What is a saying that you use a lot? I don't want to think about it. It could be anything and everything at any moment. I guess. THere!! It's I guess. 26. What's one piece of advice that you think should be passed? oooo Ominous..... I think it would be a strong admiration for observing and learning from observation. DO it!! haha. I advise you to do i t .. Current Mood: awake Current Music: Pink Floyd_Shine on You Crazy Diamond

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December 28th, 2005

05:29 pm 10 LAYERS OF ME LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE Name: Marvin Birthdate: May 5th, 1986 Birthplace: Houston, Tx Current Location: Austin, TX Eye Color: green Hair Color: blonde Righty or Lefty: Left Zodiac Sign: Taurus LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE Your heritage: El Salvadorian Shoes you wore today: Steve Madden Your weakness: food Your fears: being along Your perfect pizza: mushrooms and bellpeppers Goal you'd like to achieve: become known throughout the world for being amazingly charming and attractive. LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW: Your most overused phrase online: I suppose Your thoughts first waking up: I usually just bolt up out of bed and drink some water and go to the bathroom Your best physical feature: my eyes. Your bedtime: none. most missed memory: past lives. LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK: Pepsi or Coke: coke. McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonald's burgers and burger king's fries. Single or group dates: double. Adidas or Nike: adidas Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate candies, vanilla drinks. Cappuccino or coffee: well neither really LAYER FIVE: DO YOU? Smoke: yesss Cuss: yes Take a shower: once every other day. Have a crush(es): no Think you've been in love: thought so. Like(d) high school: never Want to get married: not at this moment. Believe in yourself: some days. Get motion sickness: no Think you're a health freak: i may be hard on myself but it's bound to pay off one day. One day I'll lay back and think this is what I've been working towards.... I'm here... Get along with your parents: Yes Like thunderstorms: fuck nature right now. LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH Drank alcohol: no Gone on a date: no Gone to the mall: no Been on stage: no Eaten Sushi: no Been dumped: no Gone skating: no Gone skinny dippin:no LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER Played a game that required removal of clothing: no Changed who you were to fit in: changed who i was to fucking charge ahead. LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER Age you hope to be married: fuck you. stupid bitch that made this. Numbers of Children: THIS SECTION PISSED ME OFF. LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY FUCK YOU FUCKER> LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS Number of people i can trust:I don't really care to answer any of these. witness my being bored with this futile attempt at... .fuck. i just wasted however long this took. oh well. Current Mood: angry Current Music: fucking stupid shit. goddamn.

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December 4th, 2005

06:07 pm - Blah Current Mood: calm

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December 3rd, 2005

08:20 pm - L'via L'viaquez Shit people there's a whole world out there, you ought to go experience it before you die. stfu... -marv Current Mood: mellow Current Music: Mars Volta

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November 10th, 2005

08:06 pm - For What Reason? What does not kill me does not make me stronger. It doesn't build up any immunity in me for future episodes to break upon me like a flurry of moods and raids. There is no absolute rest in life. There is no safety. I'm a prisoner. A prisoner in a world we have made destructive. A prisoner of me - an inferno of obstacles and new lows, bad starts and unhappy endings. The idea of a world where I am my sole contrivance. Death. Give. This is the world I live in. Give. Current Mood: sad Current Music: The Sound of Settling_Death Cad For Cutie

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November 3rd, 2005

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September 24th, 2005

10:24 pm - Why-ee-ii-ee-ii do I cry when I say Good-bye-ee-ii-ee-ii when I'm calling your name And dreams of heaven can pervade my lonely and the dying inside of can force through boundaries strong. The lying ones can die young and happiness is mine. Grown on vines of eternity sprout my loneliness to be shared with all of my words. This bountiful selection is spread so generously so that shining light cannot pierce the soul of my weeping. Current Mood: blah Current Music: When You Love Me_Sinead O'Conner

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September 19th, 2005

08:32 pm - Marvin We interrupt our regular scheduled broadcasting and bring to you this severely brief and albeit altruistic poem by the elusive Eric Schwarz. Okay Children, make a chain: ------------------------------ 'The first day, you were gone The second day, you were miles away The third day, you crept closer in accordance with my invitation. Personal aspirations of affection and corruption seemed poor and petty after one glance into your twin pools of trust and your akward shoulders of untapped power. You learned and left, like they always do. And on the fourth day, Marvin, you were gone.' ------------------------------ You can catch us, but you can never crush our spirit! la la la la lala Current Mood: happy Current Music: Sweet Juicy Lucy_Acid Mothers Temple

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September 12th, 2005

08:24 pm - what does allison have 2 say? Time out from the world leaving it all just for a day i make a shrine for you ----------------------- and this isn't a day, it's forever. Current Mood: morose Current Music: Spanish Doll_Poe

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August 24th, 2005

06:12 pm - In order to do it I will pick someone, anyone will do. And I will write them a letter. And this is how I can post a successful blog. http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog&Mytoken=20050824161218 Current Mood: calm Current Music: Poe

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August 3rd, 2005

03:11 am - this faster and faster, let's ...I want to whistle for you and make you feel all better. And so he does do all these things as if they had no beginning at all, merely that you are here in it already. There was no beginning. What came next from this protruding mouth was a splash of sanity and light, so dothly set upon a throne of pure gold and paper. Yes.... so dothly set indeed. Outstretched and likened to the heat of praise, the children cry and the town harkens further into that ancient chant. Cry. A chortle ruined all that could have been. He could not believe that once the wax seal was broken only a matter of days would determine the fate of this poor creature. And this very sight captures hold of me and turns me into an Unthinkable. Keep me from the precious. don't you just hate how it sounds Current Mood: amused Current Music: The noise of the tarmac

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June 29th, 2005

02:29 am - I would like to start Time had taken it's time for this man. He'd waited a long time for this moment to arrive and even now he is not fully aware that he is in a state of change. Even I, the narrator of this clumsy story, cannot predict what this change will bring about in his glorious life. Ah yes, a glorious life, this can be promised. I could tell him he is living a glorious life. Would he like that? Would you mind? Perhaps I could rest my feet right here in this most comfortable position. I can see that even the past cannot be escaped and this brings tears to my big, sorrowful and expressive eyes. If you ever saw them you might think how beautiful they are. Or perhaps you are thinking what is to become of this man I so quickly failed to introduce. I am not at fault here. It was my point all along to guide you to this place to hear the things that I am told are to be heard. Do you know the birth of all things? I could easily tell you that his heart belongs to the past. He isn't destined for now and as he stares at seeds of any sort, he acknowledges that they are the conduits of life. And he weeps. For what is he but a lonely creature incapable of complete-human-contact? With his beautiful eyes, he again creates. Please do not be foolish to ponder the intent of his words. I am here to tell you he only wants you to know all these things I can't say. Current Mood: worried Current Music: U and I_Vitalic

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May 30th, 2005

12:50 am - Don't leave me alone I wrote a letter to my soulmate. My words echo in vain. I dug really deep for this, won't someone dig really deep to read it? Won't you be that someone? But who am I? Hi ________. I can't sleep. My name is marvin and I think you're my soulmate. I would normally leave this letter to be short and concise, but to hell with that. I will leave you are really elaborate letter in hopes that my angst can be buried. It's true, I like yogurt, I like contemplating the world only to say fuck it, it doesn't matter anyway. I am easy to give up on things. I like art of the renaissance period and think that corsets are hot. when I find myself truly sad I will listen to obnoxious punky music for a spell until I can appreciate great music like Audioslave and H.I.M. and any band really with a singer whose voice is alluringly grotesque and wonderful, an amalgamation of beauty and power. Such as Muse and Rasputina. Rammstein and Josh Groban. I've just finished Blood Canticle and I don't mind what people say, I loved it entirely. Yah, it was trying, a bit fuzzy in the beginning b/c i have only read a bit of the Mayfair books. But I Liked it ok? I am like Mona. I am feverant and will write things and show them off and often times be told it's good, keep going, you used this word wrong, but you're learning, I like it. Keep going. Sure all humans live to be impressive, but I believe it's my one true aim. Why else write so elegantly and buffed up? It's fun that's why. I've been a brooding soul as of late. Entirely cumbersome and I simply wish for a holistic being to enter my life to make even me whole and satisfied, the whole sha-bang. And if you're not sound of mind, it's ok! Maybe this is enough to pique your interest? perhaps, perhaps not. Perhaps I will just send this letter off and be sounder for lifting the burden of woe off of myself. Perhaps I will lose a part of myself. Perhaps I'm just being emo, but as I said, I cannot sleep and find myself in this state of writing prose as it were. I fall in love too easy, but I repeat, who am I? Current Mood: sad Current Music: Down In A Rabbit Hole_Bright Eyes

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May 12th, 2005

01:13 am - FINALLY, an easy way to make sense of it all? Your Political Profile Overall: 55% Conservative, 45% Liberal Social Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Defense and Crime: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal How Liberal / Conservative Are You? what is this saying about me? That I cannot find the answer to.... Current Mood: bored Current Music: Close to The Flame_HIM

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April 27th, 2005

12:29 pm Drawn so poor was my dear Mossy Pete that he could no see his two feet and lonliness shone like a million mile drone of fire flies on his sweet face. Modest was what he was all the time and I weep he was shot in his prime. The feathers were strewn across the park like a madhouse maddening shroud. Current Mood: blank Current Music: White Flag_Dido

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April 13th, 2005

11:39 am - remarkable The birds can tell you as well as anyone else that today is the beginning of mating season. Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Rasputina_New Zero

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March 18th, 2005

01:21 am - In The Words of a Wise man Things end. and its sad, he asks for help. just be happy, just smile, be a hypocrite and everything will be ok. you have a problem. Life is not happy. Just go on.. drag on. and keep on walking to the edge. Have more fun. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Uncle Cracker_Follow Me

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March 17th, 2005

12:58 am - Indulge in me for just a minute please I sat there. you told me: 'he said there wasn't much he felt by way of your touch, but if you could only imagine the madness he went though when it wasn't you he was touching.' and this is supposed to make me feel better? and with the joy that you've given me, I'm sure that you can find a way through, to the side of virtue. Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: The Donnas_Take it off

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March 5th, 2005

01:31 am - I'm laying in the rain She dribbled her hand across the still water and disturbed the pearl bubbles below. An infant it seems with white gleaming eyes broke free from restraint and rose to the light. Fair Maiden, she heard the call of Him and took four steps from the River's brim. Bubbles popped and splashed so elegantly on her silken face as she looked into the eyes of her first born. what better can come from this modern love? Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Starlit

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February 14th, 2005

10:54 pm - Happy ValleyTwines Day Agravie Torrente Go here my sweet love, pray that I will come and be a precious sight for all the eyes of who will see me on that day and bring to me a joyous gift of garlands and gails who will sing for me and flutter so around my head and fill me up with dreams of gold and wonderings never opposed. I pray so too that once I do return and make amends of my travel to the ends of the Earth that I will have the key to what ails you; what hurts. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Swamp_Lacuna Coil

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